Monday--52
Wednesday--54
I am numb right now. I am scared. I am disappointed.
I am supposed to go back on Tuesday to have another blood draw. The midwife is hoping that the numbers will go up by then. But she told me to be prepared just in case they don't.
This is not the news I wanted.
I'm here, alone at the house with the kids. I can't go out of my room because I am bawling and I don't want to concern the kids because they don't even know yet. I want my husband, but he has to work.
Pray for us. Pray for my baby. Pray hard and loud.
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