This blog on hold for a while

I went to the ER today because I had some bad pain.

Found out my beta numbers today were 23.  The doctors call it spontaneous abortion, basically I am having a miscarriage without any bleeding yet.

I go to an OBGYN on Monday to find out what is going to happen next.

I'm going to keep this blog, it just won't be active until we get pregnant again.

crying a lot.

I got my beta results today.

Monday--52

Wednesday--54

I am numb right now.  I am scared.  I am disappointed.

I am supposed to go back on Tuesday to have another blood draw.  The midwife is hoping that the numbers will go up by then.  But she told me to be prepared just in case they don't.

This is not the news I wanted.  

I'm here, alone at the house with the kids.  I can't go out of my room because I am bawling and I don't want to concern the kids because they don't even know yet.  I want my husband, but he has to work.

Pray for us.  Pray for my baby.  Pray hard and loud.

Baby bump: 4 weeks pregnant

Here is my little baby bump at 4 weeks!  I will update baby bump pics as I get bigger.  Probably will be monthly updates.

Some pics of last pregnancy test

Here is the last test that I took.  I took these on May 31st.

Nervous!

I will be leaving in a few minutes to go get my second set of betas drawn.  

I am so freaking nervous.  I have been praying hard for doubling numbers.

Tomorrow is the moment of truth!  

Think I might go nuts before then.

It is official!!

I am pregnant.  We have our TR miracle!!!

This is the blog that I will keep up-to-date on all things pregnancy related!

Here is what my appointments look like so far:

June 3--another beta draw

June 4--find out result of beta draws.  should be doubling.

June 15--Ultrasound to make sure baby is in the correct place and should see heartbeat.

June 25--first regular OB visit.