Baby is OK!

The baby is where it is supposed to be.

They saw a yolk sac on the ultrasound and the baby is measuring 5 weeks 4 days.

No heartbeat yet, but not too worried about that since that comes anywhere from 6-8 weeks!

My beta hCG numbers were over 22,000, which is SUPER good for 6 weeks along! I am supposed to go in on Monday for a follow up beta hCG test just as a precaution.

They told me to just take it easy and drink more fluids and hopefully the cramping will go away.

crying a lot.

I got my beta results today.

Monday--52

Wednesday--54

I am numb right now.  I am scared.  I am disappointed.

I am supposed to go back on Tuesday to have another blood draw.  The midwife is hoping that the numbers will go up by then.  But she told me to be prepared just in case they don't.

This is not the news I wanted.  

I'm here, alone at the house with the kids.  I can't go out of my room because I am bawling and I don't want to concern the kids because they don't even know yet.  I want my husband, but he has to work.

Pray for us.  Pray for my baby.  Pray hard and loud.